I got a session with my trainer tonight at seven, so thought if post something real quick.
I upgraded my 24hr membership so now I can use the big one in south Aurora. I'll probably use it a lot until I get a good group of friends rebuilt up. It feels like I'm kinda left out from hanging out with my new roommates. One just plays on his comp when he's off, the other just watches movies.
I liked hanging out with them and I was kinda hoping wed hang out more now that were living together. Not like every night, but like maybe a bit on the weekend or sometimes during the week.
So anyway, when I'm bored I go hit the gym, so until I get a new crew together, I'll be there most nights/weekends. Maybe that won't be all bad, it's still self improvement, and apparently women are as superficial as dudes, so may as well look as hot as I can get, as shallow as that sounds.
Aside from that, at least I have church with my trainer on the weekend as a social outlet. I'm debating finding some other orgs to join near me.
Have I made the right choices in life? Can I change who I am? How can I come to terms with something I don't accept in myself or become something I've never been before? FOR THOSE OF YOU READING FROM CONNEXION: The more you hate me the more it proves my position right. Hopefully, other men will see that change is possible and that they aren’t stuck either being your clone or being miserable. Thanks Raymond and other hateful peeps for your ongoing obsession with me and free advertisement.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Had some time to kill
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